Just another sleepy sunday

This morning I am so sleepy because last night I stay up until the early morning . What I am doing? I try to catch up the European Football Cup but, I just cannot stand anymore, maybe because the team that will be playing is not my favourite team. But actually, I just cannot help to go to sleep after 4 days of working the night shift. Still, I need to adjust my sleeping pattern because it is so difficult in getting to sleep. Tomorrow I will start working in the morning shift. I hope I will get a decent mid year bonus. And for Azzurri team, they are in a difficult situation now after losing to Holland and a draw with Romania, hope they can make it to the quarterfinal with a win over France.

• I'm just finished applying for a government post via SPA portal. It is done online. In my memory, this is the third time I am applying. And maybe also this would be the last one. This is because I am now approaching my 30's. I think it is about time to settle down for a steady job.That's mean a job that I would do till I am 55. I have done the same job since late 2000, a year famous with Y2K boom. And also a promising year that we thought would be a modern era. A modern world. Yet right now we still facing the same problem as in the nineteens. More acute problem probably? It is the problem of survival. The cost of living. At least that is for me. I hate being dependent on government, but I think that is the only better option I have. I can work with private company but at the end of the day I will faced monetary problem which is a big problem.