Thursday, February 10, 2011

I am bitter?

Life is not easy, yes but remember that there is always solution to any problem. Is that too optimistic? Our world is indeed full of problems and conflicts. People fight for money and power. The struggle is constantly keep us going mad everyday. The oil price keep going up, the economy is not so very good. And now the people of Egypt is demanding a change of regime! This world is so unpredictable.

What to do do? Keep fighting like a mad dog, or hope for a miracle? Money will not come down from heaven, that is for certain. Money will not solve all problem but it solve some, so money is still so very important. That's why it is important to keep on going. Keep on fighting. And I am fighting with this blog. Fighting to keep it going and running. Fighting to write something worthwhile so that you shall read it and not regret it, do you?

I almost give up, especially with Ad-sense. It's like a joke. A Google joke. A mockery for a simple blogger like me. I know it's hard and bitter, but it is really like that, because keeping up a blog is not exactly easy. I got a day job to attend. A stupid job. But still a job nevertheless. I always hope for a miracle thing to happen to me. But it does not happen for now. I still need to keep going for the stupid job. And live a mundane life. What else I must do? Perhaps I could go watch Rocky 3 now. But I don't have the luxury of time. I am not brutal at all. I am no Rebecca Black. I am not Johnny Depp.

But I am who I am. I don't want this blog to be sad. This blog is not about failure. It is about triumph. My own success story. So I must keep on going. Ad sense or not, this blog will triumph.

With a heavy heart, Good bye Adsense.


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