Finding hope

I hope everything is good and okay with this world. I hope everybody would be kind and good. It is my simple wish. But not everything is okay. That is how this world in it's humbling down to earth, day to day business.

This world is spinning ever faster with the increasing of my age. That's right. I am 35 years old now. Time seems flowing so fast. I got to catch up with lots of thing.

I hope this blog is okay. I hope Google will be nice. Sometime I post something that sound so silly at least for me. Sometime I try to be smart or good. In the process I become less honest with myself and that reflected in the style of my writing. You can look over the years how this blog itself changed.

There are changes in the domain name, changes in style and also changes in the tone of the writing. There is one important change though that is the change of political affiliation. But I will rather not talking about that now because politic is so boring to so many of us never mind politic is the most important thing that affected us directly or not.

So what is the most interesting subject after politic itself? I don't know. It depends on your mood, really. Sometimes it is sex and sometimes it is sport and most of the time it is about money. What a cliche. I think that is the reason why people hate blog. Because they keep repeating the same old story.

I want to start a new blog and actually have already made a new blog but the energy is not there. After some postings I got fed up and I started to abandoned it. It is so sad the way it happened. This blog you are reading now is rather heavy. This blog is quite popular once upon a time. But I have changed it's identity many times.

I hope this is the last time I change it because I have decided to stick with this. This blog is not that good but it has so many nostalgia I think I cannot abandoned. This blog is not really smart and of course perfect. Sometime I try hard to play SEO. But I lost. And I don't want to play it again, at least for this blog.

My name is Sad. And I will be good. Being good is so hard isn't it? Thank you for reading sad memoir.